so i just found out that i didnt make student council and im really pissed.  not at anyone in particualr, it just seems like even though ive devoted so much of the last two years to it and this is how i get repaid.  and i know its not like that, and im happy for all of the people who made it and im happy that theyre getting involved.  and its not like student council was the only thing im involved in.  im in 2 singing groups. im going to do the play and musical and im probably going to go out for tennis all next year, so im going to be busy.  its just that i loved student council so much and i cant believe im not going to be a part of the retreat, the pancake feed, the end of the year BBQ, or everything else that StuCo does.  not to mention the fact that im the first one of my brothers to NOT make it every year, and i feel like i have kinda let them and the family name down, but im sure they wont rub it in (at least right away).  thats pretty much how i feel right now.  its been a pretty crappy week and i just hope that i can finish school strong and that things start to get better.

thats all for now

~Jeff

what a great spring break...

friday-slept at ty's house

saturday-my house for my birthday party-ty, ryan, karl, and dylan spent the night-not a lotta sleep byt it was a blast

sunday-back to ty's house for some cards with his dad-slept there again

monday-get home and find out that i now have a puppy-his name is Buster and he is possibly the most adorable shitzu in the world!  spend the night at tyler's house-running in the snow+hot tub=awesome

tuesday-get home around 3, go to a moive, thats all for the day

wednesday-play football with karl, dylan, doug and eric in the snow, me and doug killed dylan and karl cuz we rock like that!  later we had rehersal then back to tyler's for the night-played a game of cards that lasted from 12am to around 5am

thursday-ty calls me at 11:30pm and comes over to spend the night

friday-wake up early to go get my learners permit while ty is still asleep, then abi comes over to see my dog, and we all talk for awhile.  try to make plans for the night but nothing happens

saturday-spend the night at ryans, and have a great time despite an unfortunate happening-and looking back on it, im not that upset at all.  Line of the Night-'How's the pouch?'

Today-Go to karls just to hang out for awhile, watch/play some basketball, come home and get ready for school to be back

in nine short weeks i will be a junior, that is so not right, it jsut seems like high school is going way too fast, at least to me.  maybe its just because when we were in middle school we were excited and ready to go to high school, and i think we're just as excited to get through high school and into college, i just dont know if we're ready-i know im not ready.  but i still have over two years, so hopefully i can get ready by the time i graduate

~Jeff

I AM 16 AND I HAVE A CAR BUT I DON'T EVEN HAVE MY LEARNER'S PERMIT!!

didnt do much for my birthday-went and ordered some new glasses after school, then went to ty's and hung out-we watched most of Fargo (i havent seen that movie in forever!)

then i had a concert at the school...it was alright

then chinese food for dinner-and thats my birthday...it was still fun though

and also i just found that my brother left me $20 by the computer when he was here, so that was a nice surprise!

im out

-Jeff

i finally got a new phone-its about time!  it was a CHRISTMAS present-its only a little bit late though

it looks like i need to find a place to sleep this friday and saturday because my mom and dad are going to South Dakota and my mom doesn't think ill be okay home alone-but saying i turn 16 in less than two weeks im pretty sure i'd be fine.

speaking of turning 16., we finally are starting to work on my car, a grey '89 Mercury Sable-we got a new tail-light cover and we're gonna take it in to get painted soonm and yet i still dont have a learner's permit!

im gonna apply to Eden Pool pretty soon here because i really wanted a job last year, and i want one more this year-plus the people who work there are the most fun to talk to in the world

all is well now

-Jeff

i guess my most recent mistake is having a conscience...

i mean i know that i messed up in one of the worst ways possible-but my conscience is what got me in trouble